"For I am about to do something new. See, I have already begun! Do you not see it? I will make a pathway through the wilderness. I will create rivers in the dry wasteland." --Isaiah 43:19NLT
Oh, this is going to be more difficult than I thought. Dreams? I've completely lost track of my dreams. I used to have them, I think. I don't think dreaming about new living room furniture is exactly what the author had in mind. "He wants to pour out His far and beyond favor on you" - Ephesians 2:7 surely can't be about upgrading the bathrooms. I can remember dreaming about getting married and having children. I even remember dreaming about my first home. Sometimes, I feel a little dream bubbling up inside and then I think of all the reasons why I can't go after it. Who would take care of the kids while my husband is pursuing his dream? Or, that's too big a dream. Try to dream of a decluttered home that gives me peace? Why should everyone in the house be forced to live the way I want if the clutter doesn't bother them?
I should be dreaming bigger. If I'm looking for my best life in the one that I have then there have to be big dreams that I could still reach. Well adjusted, self-confident children? There's still time. Rejuvenating my marriage? A strong possibility. There still has to be something that I could dream of for myself.
This is going to take some work.
How about more whimsical: "doing something that gets me a Wikipedia article?"
ReplyDeleteor more profound: feeding the hungry, teaching the illiterate, etc?